пятница, 17 октября 2008 г.

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.....Maybe it was that nothing seemed to happen, except that the same thing happening�over and over again.

Great,�I now have a book as a apos;someone who doesnt talk, but can still bring you deep into their storyapos; campion(sp?) I am in 3/4 "deep" already. Finishing soon, and i have to pack my feelings and get another new book from school library. -i swear that was the first time i am borrowing books from PHS school library.. Hahaha, under my name,ezlink. The book is great. Homecoming, not a scary book. Although it looks like some kind of ghost story on the cover page. Hahaha. Itapos;s a book about, "okay, i know you arenapos;t interested, go on to the next paragraph then" a young girl about our age, 13- to be precise. Her mother left her siblings and her on the car and went off. They were told by their mother(which they called her momma) to go to aunt ciliaapos;s house. Because her mother can no longer takecare of them. Her mother lost her job and thought that the children could go and stay over at her aunt ciliaapos;s house, for help. However, the journey to Aunt cilia was not a good one. Their car broke down and they have no choice but to walk on their legs to get to aunt ciliaapos;s place - Bridgeport. They walked for three weeks and then met two kind hearted young guys. One of them drove the children to bridgeport. They finally arrived and realised that aunt cilia had died and came to know that they have a cousin called eunice. The road to aunt cilia was tough and tiring, now they are going to another place on their own, to find Ganny Abigail... Hawhaw, i havent finish reading.. Fill you up when i am done.. O, later then they found out that�their momma went crazy. Very sad.

Ohwell, ohwell. Kinda sad today. Disappointed�over why the same thing happened over and over again. And i saw from the book that says, " nobody could be home,really, until he was in his grave..."

Because, " nobody could rest, really, until then". This really make me want to burst into tears. I thought that was touching.. So, no one could be home until they die. Thats when they can really rest and stay there FOREVER. (:

My result were kind of great. Hahaha, but i wouldnt say so for the criteria needed for skipping the Napos;s. I hope i can... *cross my fingers and prayed hard

I feel like screaming now, at someone. No, not�screaming, i guess. Scolding. I see no one in this world that is trustable and whom put their heart into yours,taking you seriously. -i want a human being, living now, friends. Not God. Of cuz i know Heapos;s great. In this world, thereapos;s only Me, myself and I. Everybody is the same. They only care about themselves and doesnt give a damn about how others feel and take other words seriously. How shit�
Can i ask a question?
Why would people have to cry everyday over a friendship that the other party doesnt really give a *insert something meaningless* to?

I know�i am somehow a weird person. I wanted it, and i got it, but now, i dont�want it. Cuz i felt like, you know, the feeling when you are holding on to something but�it ended up you are "holding" air.�So much ,yet, nothing. I am someone who wanted a bestfriend not everyone would ask for, maybe more. But�somehow, no one�has ever succeed in being my one.�I have no way,�any idea am i�one�to you guys -maybe you�can reply.�

I am feeling happy now. Cuz my clothes has arrived from taiwan. Glad to hear from chel.xi itapos;s here, HERE. Not Oos but here. Itapos;s gonna be Mine and med -we each bought one. On next thursday, 2.30pm. Hahahhahahahahahahahahaha, give me a hi-five, no, hi-ten :D

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